Yes - that kind of bums me out. Such a great story of a lot of hard work and perseverance to make a dream come true and now it will always be tainted. I read his statement and he says he does not know how it got into his system. I am always a little skeptical of player statements like this, but if that is true and he did not knowingly or intend to use a controlled substance, I feel for the guy. Plus, unlike some of the bigger stars, losing that half year salary will be a big hurt financially, not to mention this might simply end his career.