I said all kinds of shameful things when I was a teenager. Hurtful things regarding women, minorities, disabled people, and people with a different sexual orientation. I didn't say those things because i believed them, I said them because I was trying to fit in with people I desperately wanted to be my friends, and I lacked the courage to say how I really felt. I wasn't 17, i was considerably younger, but that's not my point. I don't mean to make excuses, I said what I said. I'm ashamed of what I said, and I'd apologize sincerely if it ever came up. But I certainly hope that the man I became isn't permanently judged by those things I said as a cowardice 15 year old.