I admit I struggle with race on almost a daily basis. The language, dress, volume, chaos, recalcitrance at everything. I know there are reasons black people aren't 100% on board with what we're doing here, there is rot in the foundation of this country. But we all have to deal with authority at some level, either at work or at home or in prison. That's the way the world is, its bigger than any race. I know I'm supposed to care about why its different for them, but I can never understand anyway. So I don't really try. But I still see it all and it simmers.