I work in a business where that same 'desire' is necessary. And you slog through 'paying your dues' waiting for a chance at the big time. Some make it, many don't. It's not uncommon to have doubts and wonder if it's all worth it, especially if you are barely eking out a living. I've even quit before. But I ended up one of the lucky ones, persevered, because thats what I really wanted after getting past all the doubt and struggle, and won a position in probably the top organization in this country in my field. I can't say that my 'stats' were that of a standout, but I'm good at what I do and with a lot of luck, some good timing, and hard work, I did it. Tyler may still end up making the decision that it's time, but who knows? I give him credit for being here and say 'Good for him!' and 'Go get it!'