Winning a lottery is a possibility just a very slight one. By phrasing it if it was a possibility that indicates a belief it will not happen. Save your money

I would start to attend therapy sessions to treat my depression.

I would continue to go until the Twins signed an above average pitcher.

In other words, I'd just go to therapy until the money was gone.

If I won the lottery I would find a doctor who would prescribe me Chantex to quit smoking....

Last august down here in mexico I called and set an appointment to see a doctor about getting a script for Chantex, When I walked into his office he looked up and saw my Twins hat, and asked me if I was a fan , I said yes , he informed me I was already a high risk for suicide just by being a twins fan ...even down here they know horse ploop when they smell it =(